Life...
Never a dull moment. Every time I think I've made it over the biggest obstacle, something else knocks me off my feet. The devil is so busy, and I struggle daily not to let him win.
But Life...
I cry, I hurt, I yell, I scream, I cry...and then I cry some more. But now, I'm mad. And when I get mad, stuff happens. So I'm thinking, it's time for a change. It's time to do something different. It's time to stop being a victim. It's time to stop being a slave to my emotions. It's time to make a decision to do better, to live better, to love better, to ACHIEVE better.
I can no longer continue to allow myself to be just 'good' enough. I can no longer invent excuses for my lack of fortitude. Yes, life has been hard. Yes, I've made some stupid choices. Yes, I struggle daily. Yes, I'm not where I want to be in life, and I have no clue if I'll ever get there. But I have to try. I have to keep pressing. I have to increase my FAITH! I have to believe without DOUBT. I have to imagine the possibilities and believe that I can walk into them, fearless, faith-filled, and free.
My faith is weak now, but I know if I keep telling myself, if I can keep saying it, if I keep FORCING myself to believe in GOD, in His power within me, in myself and my abilities, then I CAN OVERCOME!
I'm putting this in the atmosphere because I want it to come back and find me. I am speaking into existence that which isn't as though it is, BECAUSE IT IS, IT IS SO! God didn't give me the spirit of fear, but of love, and a SOUND mind.
So as of today, I CHOOSE to ask the Lord to endow me with that power, HIS power, HIS love, HIS strength, HIS spirit, so that I can move to the next phase of my life. So that I can become the woman that he created me to be. So that I can be the mother my children will always be proud of. So that I can help those who cross my path, blessed to be a blessing.
I DECREE it. I BELIEVE it. I RECEIVE it. RIGHT NOW! IN THE MIGHTY AND MATCHLESS NAME OF JESUS, MY CHRIST...AND IT IS SO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
